Easter Saturday - Day of Darkness

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He is Risen!

I took time yesterday to really reflect on what it would've been like for the disciples of Christ the day after His death. 

My first thought was what it must've been like to be IN His presence, then suddenly without Him. 
I've been around people with amazing presence. People who have strong auras around them and radiant bodies. Those people who know who they are and lift you up just by being with them. It's easy to crave being around them. They make you feel worthy and help you remember who you are. 

I can only imagine it being like that, but on a whole new level. The God of Love would radiate LOVE and purpose.

After feeling the sacred moment and privilege of the last supper, to seeing Him being arrested and within a day be cruelly beaten, humiliated, and crucified, I think it was possible that they questioned. How could he die? Was He not my Messiah? Was He not so powerful? With the miracles he performed could he not have found a way to spare Himself from the humiliation, torment, and death? Was I wrong; was he not who I thought he was?
Without His presence to bouy them up, without His very presence on the earth, I imagine a very dark day indeed. 

I've felt like I've been without the presence of my Savior, and God. I've felt in darkness. For a "moment" in God's time. But he was always there when I called for Him. Sometimes he delayed His response, like for Thomas. He didn't get to see Him right away after the Resurrection, but it was an opportunity for me in those times, to make me stronger, to really realize how I need Him in my life. 

Passover came and went. The Jews performing the rituals to remind them of the saving grace of their God. Delivering the children of Israel from the Egyptians. The disciples at home could not enjoy it. Picturing their Messiah laying in the tomb nearby. Now what? 

Then Easter morning. His body is gone! Could it be? Did He really rise again? 
I know that when in the darkest sorrow it is hard to want to hope, perhaps they felt the same. But then... He was there in their midst! Just like Mary said. His radiance a hundred times brighter! Their hope secured! After seeing Him they would never doubt again. They would live and die for this truth. 
The Messiah, our Savior, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the God of love and mercy, has fought death for us and won. 

He has given us so many gifts. With Him we can live with the Father again and be like Him. He has given us comfort, and grace. He will always be there for us, everyone, even if they don't want Him. And with repentance we can access even more of His power and glory, and be lifted up even higher.  

This is my invitation to Come Unto Him. I am always open to questions or chatting about my faith. Feel free to ask me.

I hope to be like Him, and be a radiant light for others. ❤️

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